This Message From Thursday, Computer Wasn't Working

i went to my therapist last night, and of course the thing that we
discussed the most was him and how upset all of this has made me. she said
a couple of things that were interesting to me and that i really paid
attention to. she said that first of all i shouldnt pay attention to
what he says when he is drunk because it is not the truth, and that if he
isnt saying it when he is sober it isnt true. she also said that
drinking can you make you feel depressed and melchanoly. she also said that
he is at a certain point in relationships where he is probably having
doubts about his new relationship, she also said that there is not going
to be a prince charming that will come and take me away (which i knew
already) and she also said that i need to analyze myself and think about
if he is what i want in a mate. a severe alcholic, where it is just
getting worse. which with the question posed like that, of course the
answer would be no. then she said that regarding him not calling me back
like he said that he would that he probably didnt remember that he said
that to me. and that alcoholics have blackouts where they dont remember
anything later. and he called me last night and proved that fact. (i
didnt answer because i was busy, so i let the voice mail get it) the
message that he left was hey stranger just me calling to say hello so going
from that message you would definetly think that is true that he really
didnt remember. i will call him back tonight, just to see what he has
to say. so we will see.