"I'm So Happy That I can't stop crying" sung by Sting
this whole situation is upsetting me. really badly. i just can't believe that a week ago today, last tuesday night he called me up drunk and said all those things that upset me, and then i called him back on friday night, cause i said that i would call him and then i left him a message. i got mad when he didnt call me back and then called him and had yet another drunk conversation with him, where it basically didnt answer my major question which was why would you say those things to me. because the answer that he gave me, as far as i am concerned was not an answer that was ridiculous. and then that night, saturday night, he said that he would call me back the next day which would have been on sunday night, and he didnt call me back that day, and still hasnt called me. even though this whole thing is very upsetting to me, and frustrating, about how he could say these things to me and then not have a sober conversation with me about it, and not have the decency to call me back like he said that he would, i am trying to use this to make myself realize (yet again) what a jerk that he is. and why i am happy that we are over. this is hard though. i keep staring at my phone and like willing it to ring, because i have so many unanswered questions that yet again he has caused, and yet again that he isnt answering, or isnt answering with answers that make any remote amount of sense. i hate him right now, i really do. he is probably to busy being drunk to call me, or better yet because he was drunk when he said that he would call me, he probably doesnt even remember telling me that. i really do hate him right now, he is lucky that he isnt in the same state as me right now, that is all i have to say. and he is also lucky that i dont have more information about this "girlfriend" that he has, or i would give her information on what a wonderful guy that he really is. oooh, i can't stand him right now.
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