"Dont It All Seem To Go, That You Dont Know What You've Got Til Its Gone."

from "Big Yellow Taxi" sung by Counting Crows

so my husband didnt come home yet from work, so i guess that means that he is still employed. which is good i guess, i just hope that he still doesnt do anything to screw it up now. because he was ranting about how he doesnt want to stay there because he is unhappy there, and he is going to tell them off. so i really hope that he doesnt do that. i have been trying to drill in his head that he needs to get another one, before he leaves the one that he has. so lets see what happens. i really hope that it works out, because i dont want to bail him out. i cant pay the rent for him, and leave myself without money. and then when he does it again, i will have nothing. and as i said to him, if he screws this up then i am filing for divorce and that is it. we are over.