Friday, March 17, 2006
lets see if i get what i wrote that i intend to have from a job
on wednesday i found out that i was hired for the job that i had interviewed for. it is to be making 95 cents more an hour (which is better then the same or less, so i am not complaining). i am supposed to be starting on the 27th there, i gave a one week notice to my job on thursday, and they gave me this little attitude, like oh you are only giving us a week. to which i almost responded yes and you are lucky that you are getting that after how you had treated me, but i didnt say that i was nice about it. and then i was told that because i was giving one week instead of a 2 weeks notice, that i wasnt going to be able to be hired back, so i said quite nicely though instead of sarcastically like i wanted to respond, well i guess that is just circumstances that i will have to deal with, because i have no choice. i am just nervous and stressing out about this whole thing now, because this is going to be a big change (and i hate change, it scares me to death), i was at the company i am leaving for almost 2 years, next month would have made 2 years. i am scared that i am making the wrong decision. even though looking at everything in writing, it doesnt seem like i am. i am going to be making more money, working the exact same hours, closer to where i need to be, so less travel time and gas money, not what i was doing before so wont have those same problems (i hope), same benefits (insurance, pto, etc), so looking at all of that it looks like i am making a good decision. especially thinking of the way that the company i am leaving started to really treat me in the end. i am just really scared and nervous and worried, and okay you get the picture. i just know what i had and i dont know what i am getting. on the interesting things to mention side, i was freaking out really bad about it the night that i found out that i had it, and my husband said to me that if i lost the job, that he would just get a second job until i got back on my feet again so that we wouldnt get behind in anything. and at the moment that did make me feel better, however of course with him most of what he says is just words, and he doesnt actually follow through if need be. so i am really hoping that if something did happen he would be there like he said that he would be. also i wish i had a tape recorder and taped him saying it, cause otherwise he also might deny saying it later. i know his tricks.
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