it seems like i dont really write about HIM anymore, i guess because there isnt really much to write about anymore. he hasnt called me, or attempted to call me since st patricks day, which was on the 17th of this month. so that has been over 2 weeks, almost 3 weeks ago. so that is maybe why i am not writing about him anymore, there isnt much to say. but i do know that i miss something, i am coming to realize that is probably not him but the security that i felt with him and the way that he treated. there are a lot of things that i dont miss about him, namely the facts that he was/is an alcholic and also how easily he left me and hooked up with someone 3 days later. so he really loved me a lot, like he said that he did. so anyway that is it about him, yes i miss him (i suppose) but i know i miss a lot of things involving that i lost. but they are gone forever so i suppose that is all the thought that i should give him. maybe another reason that i am not thinking about him that much is because i have sooooooo many other things going on with me. this is a semi recent picture of me:
so in case anyone was wondering what i look like, there you go. i look a little bit different now though. this was from about 3.5 months ago.
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