New Years Eve, And Stuff

well, some new and interesting things have occured lately, my husbands gift to me for my birthday was a webcam. i am beginning to wonder if it was for me or him, because he constantly wants to use the computer and the webcam now, which he didnt really use the computer that much before. at least i didnt think so before, but now i found out that he has been talking with women and cybering with them when i am not home. even though he claims that he never actually completed the operation while doing it i dont know if i believe him or not. but anyway that is a little weird to me. and the whats even weirder was that last night, well i am not going to go into detail, but lets just say it involved me and him naked, with the webcam, computer, and other people watching. which was strange for him, cause that isnt really like me. i could see that for me, cause i like most of that sort of stuff but not him. so i dont know. so that is that. then there is the fact that he has been nicer to me then usual, wanting sex more, and even agreed to help me out by helping pay for me to have my tooth extracted and also helping me with grocery money for this month, because i just havent been working the overtime or the hours for it like i was before, which is mostly because school is out and sometimes i cant drop my daughter off as early as i can when their is school. so he actually said that he would help me. which was shocking, i did get some maybe good news yesterday, i told my mom my predicament with the dentists office, and going there, and that i didnt want to drive myself home (which is about a 20-30 min drive) after having the tooth extracted, and she said that my dad would drive me home in my car, and that she would follow in theirs so that i wouldnt have to drive myself home. that is all based on something that they are waiting for with their car, so as long as that goes okay, my problem is solved. so i am crossing my fingers for that. i have been chatting back and forth with HIM on my space and we added each other as friends on there too. it is so funny, we are just chatting like acquintances like old friends who havent talked in a while, and so far we seem to be tip toeing around anything major, like ex's or his issues or anything like that. we have been talking about like christmas presents and stuff. which is fine, honestly i wasnt expecting nor did i want anything from starting to talk to him again, after everything i just wanted to see if he was okay, and now that i see that he is thats okay. i guess, this just feels weird to me, like we are strangers. oh well, that is fine with me, i dont want to get emotionally involved or attached or anything like that. because i really dont need that. my ex was pretty nice so far about the dentist thing, and because i didnt think that my husband would help me pay for it, since he usually isnt good when it comes to those things, he told me that he would give me an advance in child support, and instead of giving me the months worth that he would normally give me at this time, he said that he would give 2 months, which was nice, and would well cover the dental extraction if i needed it too. so that was good. it feels so weird that everyone is being so nice to me, i am used to fighting with everyone, maybe everyone just feels sorry for me.