The Guy Confusion Update

the guy is really confusing me, probably because as he admitted he is confused himself. he didnt text me yesterday or im me yesterday like he said that he would. he did i'm me tonight for a little while and it was a very strange/interesting/weird conversation. i asked him if he was doing the family thing tomorrow like he was saying that he might and he said that he didnt know but that it looked that way. then he said that he might have something different for the weekends working less time, like only during the day and making more money. so i said that was good, but then he said dont count on it that he wasnt getting his hopes up. so then i said well i guess we are back to that sucks then and he said yeah. he said that he would like it to work but that he has to work first and see whatever time that he can make and see if that works for us. i said that i sensed that he was pulling away and he said that it wasnt that but that we just couldnt hang out late like we did before, so i said that really had nothing to do with our schedules, and he said that he knew, and that he was confused about a few things, said that we could talk about them later, when i asked, and that he didnt feel like going there tonight, so i said just dont play with me and he said that he wasnt. and i said that him being confused confused me, and he said not to think into it too much. that was about it really, i basically got nothing else out of him. other then what i just said, the only other thing was that he agreed that saturday night was good, and that he was still recovering from that, and no sex this weekend (does that mean he plans on seeing me this weekend?, i have no clue) because i have me thing (which means that i am not pregnant) so then i said that i was looking forward to helping him, and he said like no, if you have your thing i am okay, and that was basically that. he ended it by saying that he had do some laundry (which he had said earlier) and that he might be on later, and that was that. i dont know, i wish that he would just say what is on his mind. i have decided one thing, if and when this thing ends with him, i am done with guys for a while, i might give my husband a chance to redeem himself, but that is about it, other then him i am done with all other men. and if i get through this thing with the cancer scare and dont have to have that big procedure/surgery done, and i of course am with my husband and no one else, and have no interest in anyone else, (so basically if this thing with the guy ends) i am going to consider and possibly try if i decide to, have a baby again with my husband. not because i want one with him, but i am realizing because of this that life is short and time is limited, and i really would want another baby if i get through this stage okay. and not that i really love my husband like at all, but at least i know that he makes beautiful babies, and also not that i think that i will keep being with him, but he is better then finding some random guy at least. well, that is it for tonight. i feel more relieved tonight, a little bit guilty because of that has been done, but more relieved, i just hope that the urge takes a while to return, the depression hasnt really lifted though.