Tuesday, December 26, 2006

I Am So Upset With Men

well this is going to be a relatively short post, cause it is getting late and i am tired and aggravated, but i just wanted to post here how upset i am with men, the guy dumped which i figured that he would, but the way that he did it, and what he said was so upsetting and mean that it wasnt horrible. so now i am upset with that, it was just incredible the way that he did it, it was so heartless, like it was something that he had to do, and that was it, i will go more in detail maybe tomorrow i am sure, but it is just so upsetting right now i and i am tired i dont even want to. then my dumb ass husband walks in the door from work and says omg you didnt clean the house what did you do today. mind you i worked today, took care of my son, fixed dinner and washed the sink full of dishes, so i said to him dont you f;ing start with me, and he dropped it, and apologized for acting like that, i dont think that he was really sorry, and that he was just saying that, but after i reacted like that, he started doing some cleaning and picking up himself. i just hate when he acts like that, such an asshole. i learned something interesting today too, about HIM, i went on his my space because i was curious to see if he was alive, being that when i sent him that email, he didnt answer me. so anyway he is definetly alive, because his last log in was yesterday, and i was going to send him a message through there saying like i got your unspoken message i wont try to contact you again, but before i did that for some reason something made me not do that, and instead click on his girlfriends (or being that it says that he is single) ex girfriends profile, and on hers it sounds like he got drunk and cheated on her and that was one of the reasons that they had broken up, and that was in november that it was on there. so i dont think that it was because of me cause that was in jan, unless he just told her now which i find unlikely, so it had to not be that. so that means he cheated on her with someone else too, there was comments on there about his drinking and liver disease and how he needed time to himself to fix himself, and on how it didnt mean anything to him, and about how he was stone sober then and his dad knew. so i dont know, it looks they broke up because of him cheating though, or at least it looks like that was what caused it. so that was interesting and a little weird, i wonder what happened, that isnt like him at all. at least that wasnt how he was when he was with me, i think, lord who knows.

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