"When it comes to being lucky, he's cursed, when it comes to loving me he's worst"

sung by Sheryl Crow

well i am tired and ready to go to sleep, isnt that sad it is so early too! but anyway, just thought i would do a brief update now, and i will have a lot more to say tomorrow. my grandmother just got released from the hospital, i picked her up and drove her home. she didnt look well, i think being in the hospital took a lot out of her. that and she is about 75, so she isnt young anymore. thank god, she didnt have cancer though. my friend who had the gastric bypass who is like my best friend isnt doing that good right now, apparently she is having a hard recovery.

i did keep to what i said regarding HIM, i didnt call him. he called me twice on tuesday and i didnt feel like talking to him so i didnt answer my phone, and then on wednesday he texted and called me, and i finally called him back. and one comment he made in the beginning was i was worried about you i hadnt heard from you in a while, so i said you said that you were going to call me. and he said i didnt think that i did. and then he said well i guess i am just so used to you calling me from before all this happened. so then i said quite sarcastically and seriously well i dont call you cause i dont want to cause any problems with you and your girlfriend.

on another subject, i knew that it was going to happen. and it did. i knew that my husband who was working 2 jobs was going to lose one of them, i saw it coming, and sure enough it happened. he said that they fired him because he wasnt cut out for their company. or some stupid reason like that. more details tomorrow on all this. i gotta get some sleep.