Happy Valentine's Day (yeah right)

okay so this is what happened on my valentine's day. i spoke with HIM, see of course other blog previously posted about that. i worked, yea for me, and it was crazy at work with people yelling at me an awful lot and with us being short 2 people it was definetly a crazy place to be. i really hope that they appreciate the amount of work that i have done both yesterday and today because we were so short staffed, then again, they probably dont knowing the way that they are. my husband had to work tonight so when i came home he had of course already left, which was something that i knew would happen, we had already discussed it and agreed that we would celebrate valentines day tomorrow night when we were both off work. but when i got home i saw thrown on the counter a receipt from publix for flowers and a card. so first i was like okay he got the card today but he is waiting until tomorrow to give it to me. but then i started hunting for the flowers, because you cant really hide them. so i was like i wonder if he is cheating on me, and these are for her. so as all these thoughts are going through my head, i open the door to my bedroom and walk in and there are the flowers (which were my favorite sunflowers) in a vase on my desk. so i felt like a total you know what for even thinking that about him. and then i was like awwww he really did think of me. because for him to think of me is very unlike him at times.

and on last night he was very sweet to me also, he made me a homemade dinner that took him hours to make (on his day off) and watched tv with me, we snuggled, he really took an interest in me, and we also had some fun :) and amazingly enough, it was actually good fun. so this has all been very nice, but some part of me is just wondering what he wants from me. which is not nice i know. well we will see what happens tomorrow night, because that is the night that we are supposed to be celebrating valentines day. i am sure that we arent going out to dinner or anything because we dont have much money right now due to the loss of his jobs, but it is what we do, it is how i am treated in general that i will be paying attention to.

on a different subject i am supposed to be going away this weekend, (leaving friday afternoon and coming up either late sunday or early monday) because it is my best friend's son (my godson) 1 year birthday party and also his baptism. i have been planning on going for quite a while, so far everything seems set, but i am just hoping that nothing goes wrong. i have been looking forward to this for a while. she lives in another state with my godson and i havent seen him for a year, i only saw him when he was like 1 day old, and then i hadnt seen him since, or my best friend since, so i am definetly looking forward to it. i am bringing both of my kids with me, i just hope that they are good, because we are staying over someone elses house, and it isnt her house it is one of her relatives.

addition to what i just posted about the flowers and my husband, well i was impressed that he remembered which were my favorite flowers and made sure that they were included in the bouquet but he didnt remember. he thought that my favorite was tulips (go figure that one), which wasnt in the bouquet either. so i guess that i was just luck that my favorites were in the bouquet. ironically enough it shouldnt that hard for him to figure out what my favorite kind of flower is, i have a fairly large sized tattoo of it. oh well, i am still impressed that i actually got the cards and flower on valentines day and that he still thought of me.