Dreams Dreams Dreams

i dont know what is with me and constantly dreaming and remembering my dreams which is something that i hardly ever did, but last night again i had a dream and i remembered a good amount of it. now of course i dont remember that much of it, it is a good thing that i wrote down a few good points from it, or i wouldnt have remembered any of it. i should start to keep a pen and paper near my bed like i used to for when i had a dream and wanted to remember it, or for when i remembered something that i needed to know. so anyway, my dream was again about HIM. my dream was HE called me, and said something about him having to leave, and that he had already been here a month, and that i had been warned that he would be leaving so i shouldnt be that upset about it. but i was crying, and i remember that my parents were somehow involved i was probably crying to them, and then i think his brother was in the background like telling him to hurry up or something. and then he said something about having balloons for when he went away, and he also said that he knew that it was a couple of days late, but he wanted to apologize for forgetting our anniversary. and that was all i remembered. i guess that even though i am trying to keep him out of my mind he is still in my subconcious mind. because all these dreams, and all of them being about him are starting to freak me out.