Tuesday, February 21, 2006

"If you ever leave, baby you would take away everything good in my life."

"How Do I Live" sung by Lee Ann Rimes (among other people)

so i went away saw my godson for his first birthday and stood up to be his godmother for his baptism. so that was nice. it was also very stressful and i was very anxious most of the time, but at least i had a nice time. i got to see my best friend also (my godson's mother) who i havent seen in a year also. (even though we try to keep in constant contact). one night we were up til almost 2am just talking. but then of course something had to happen that upset me, my stupid cell phone's screens stopped working. so i couldnt access any of my numbers out of my phone, and of course i dont have most of the numbers memorized. and when i called the company about getting a replacement they informed me that it wasnt under warranty anymore and that it would be 65 dollars or more to get the same crappy one that i have that has been breaking every couple of months. so when i was finally able to talk to my husband about this, his response was well i dont have any money sorry. i didnt even ask him for money, and i never do, and he wasnt even offering me suggestions. so that upset me. and then he kept calling me up and aggravating me, one morning he called my phone so many times that the people that i was staying with told him i was out and that they would tell me that i had called. they were aggravating him that much. so the idea of that story is, who did i miss the most while i was gone:


thats right, i missed my dog. cause when i got back, i really wanted to just turn around and go back away again. and take the dog and the kids and no one else. can you blame me? of course not. so okay keeping in mind that my i basically lost all the numbers in my cell phone, and because i cant see them to see what they are, i dont have hardly anyones number anymore. so that part of the cell broke saturday afternoon, and HE called me saturday night. and said i know that we had said that you would call me, but i decided to call you. so i said why, and he didnt answer. he was drunk and i said you are drunk arent you, and he said wasted. so then i said what about your blood pressure. and he says f**** my blood pressure. so i was like okayyyyy. and then i said to him give me your cell number because i dont have your number anymore because that part of my phone broke. so he said oh i dont have my number memorized, but i will call you tomorrow with it. (which was sunday). so then he said not that you want to talk to me because you hate me, so i said i dont hate you i just dislike you sometimes or something really smart like that. so then my friend said she might not hate you, but i do. (she said it low though, so i dont think that he heard her.) so then he said okay, kisses and hugs or something like that, and then said i will call you tomorrow. so guess what, he hasnt called me. and today is tuesday. well this is it, i am not going to call him now. not that i could even if i wanted to. unless i somehow find his number written down somewhere. which i dont know if i have it. even still, i dont know if i am going to call him. i did change my voice mail now so that if anyone calls me, i put in my message that i lost all my numbers and to make sure that they leave me their number in their message because i probably dont have it.

as for the cell situation that did get straightened out slightly, my husband really impressed me by calling them up and handling everything for me. he is getting me a completely different phone shipped to me, no charge to me at all, with a one year warranty, and shipped 2 day priority. so that was very good. but he took away all of that by being annoying for the end of the afternoon and evening (this was yesterday) and then he proceeded to lay down at about 7pm, and say that he was only going to lay down for a few minutes, and he fell asleep for the rest of the night. leaving me with no help for anything that had to be done. it figures.

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