"I can't make you love me" sung by Bonnie Raitt
well guess who hasnt called me? yeah, you guessed it. HE hasnt. so far it seems that the thought of everyone that i mentioned it to was that he was so drunk that night that he didnt even remember that we had that conversation, or that i said that. and before we had that conversation the way that we had left it was that he was going to honor my request for some time away, and that i was going to call him when i was ready to talk to him. so if what they are saying is right, that would be why i havent talked to him. whatever. i really dont know what i am doing about this anymore. i am miserable because i havent talked to him, but then again when i was talking to him i was miserable everytime i hung up with him because i was reminded that i wasnt with him anymore in the new life that he had built without me, and that i wouldnt be with him again. so i guess either way i am miserable. i am so tempted to call him, i actually stare at my phone (because i now have the number) and consider calling him. but i havent yet. i dont know what i am going to do about this.
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