"When I'm Gone" sung by 3 Doors Down
on the other hand there is my husband, and how wonderful he can be at times. he has been extremely mean and irritable lately, very snappy. he claims that it is because he has quit smoking, but then again thinking back to before he quit smoking he was that way to, just maybe a little less. he complains about the house, and how it looks. and how he never gets anytime to himself. hello, neither do i. the last time that i went somewhere (other then work) without the kids, was on jan 13th when i went out for like 3 hours late at night to meet HIM. and my husband gave me issues about that. and then when i went away on vacation he was giving me issues about that, and when i came back i mentioned that later on this year i wanted to go to the other state that my best friend lives to see her, and the baby again. omg, you would have though that i said that i was moving to another country instead of going to another state for a couple of days. so that is going to be a huge fight for me to do that. i dont know about him. it seems like he always wants to argue with me about something, for example we had a big argument/discussion about us filing our taxes seperately a while ago, due to the fact that we can get back more that way, and that it is perfectly legal to do that because for 10 months last year we were living separetly, and it was my right. to be honest my major reason was that i knew that if we filed together, he would insist on me handing him half of the money for himself, then before you know it, that money would be gone. like all the other years that we had filed together. so anyway today he filed his taxes and once again, started whining about how much he had gotten back. which was definetly very little yes, so i tried to remind him again that all the money that i was getting back was being saved for emergencies, so of course he had to say well because i lost my 2 jobs and i probably wont have all the money for the rent, i would consider that an emergency right? so i quite calmly said that wasnt an emergency, and it couldnt be used for that. mind you the rent is due in a few days. so he said do you have your tax return yet, and i said no, which is true, i really dont, but the thing is that next month i wont be able to lie because he is going to know that i have my money back, and i am sure that something is going to come back and he is going to want me to give him money probably for the rent. and what am i going to do? get myself evicted because he isnt/refuses to/cant pay the rent or am i going to keep bailing him out of his issues just like i used to? he never bails me out of nothing. as a matter of fact, per month i actually pay more bills then he does, and yet he makes more money per hour than i do. more issues, more issues. never a stress free moment with me.
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