Just A Quick Update

just a quick post to say that nothing really that interesting went on today, i went to work, no one said anything about me being out or anything. i mean i know that doesnt mean that it isnt still going to be written down and counted against me, but at least i hopefully wont have to hear anything about it right now. my boss just asked me whether everything was okay, and what had happened so i said that everything was okay and that hopefully the car was fixed. and what i had been saying was that the car wouldnt start. today after work, i was leaving my exs house after picking up my daughter, tried to start my car twice and i could swear that it wouldnt start. then it started and the rest of the night it was fine, so i really hope that what i said isnt coming true now, that wouldnt be good at all. that would be very bad. work was relaxing today, our system was down for the whole afternoon, so basically all i did all afternoon was talk to the girls that i work with and read my book that i had with me, which made me very happy that i had brought it. my husband when i talked to him today, out of nowhere said to me that he hoped that i wasnt going to be staying over anyones house any time soon anymore, because he didnt like that. so i didnt really answer him either way, and then he said well you arent going to are you, and i said probably not. so he said something about how i better listen to him, and i basically told him to kiss my butt. but that means that i cant really do that right now, because i really dont want to hear his mouth about it, and besides like yesterday for example i could have gone but i just didnt want to go. i dont know, something is up with it, i guess that it is wearing off, and certain things, like the fact that he doesnt speak english and also that he lives at my friends house, and has no money are aggravating me. who knows. maybe it is just the mood that i am in, and it will change and i will get better with it, and i will start to miss him i dont know. but now with not being able to stay the night, that would make things more complicated and stressful on me if i went there to see him, because where he is is 30 miles away from me one way, which is a long distance when you think of making that distance round trip total would be 60 miles. so that is it really, i am going to do other stuff around the house now and then go to sleep.