Add At Least One More Person That Is Now On My Shit List

so i went to work today, and the girl that i had invited to my sons party was there today, and she gave me a big had to be pretty expensive gift for my son, and also said that she was sorry, so i pretty much forgave her and am over that. i, of course, was in such a hurry to get out of work today, that i forgot to bring the present with me and it is now still under my desk at work, and it is huge, so hopefully no one bothers with it, and hopefully i also remember to bring it home tomorrow. work today wasnt that great, my direct manager saw me talking to another girl that i work with, and she started asking me if i had to work to do, and basically saying without saying it to get to work, never mind that i sit right next to another girl in my same department too, that is constantly running her mouth and talking extremely loudly all day, why she doesnt bother her and not me who does a lot of work and basically minds her own business i dont know. then i had an incident at work today, where someone from another department noted something on an account that didnt make that much sense so i had to ask her about it, and she was incredibly rude and nasty to me, and i was upset by it. so i told one of the girls that i work with, that i am the closest to out of anyone in my department what had happened, and was also asking her opinion on what to do on the account, and she ended up asking my supervisor about it, so it turned into a thing where the girl it seems is going to get talked to and in trouble for it, because appartently this is nothing new for her. so the girl is on my shit list because of how she treated me, but now i am sure that i am on her i want to kill list, because i got her in trouble. oh well, i am sure that she will live.

then my parents didnt pick a good day to talk to me about getting more money to watch my daughter over summer break for the days that she wont have summer camp. they were asking for double what i give them now to pick her up from school and keep her, rationalizing it as they are going to be keeping her the whole day. it wasnt even the money, or the fact that i dont really have any, it was the fact that they are her grandparents, and it is ridiculous in my opinion that i have to pay my parents to watch their grandkids anyway, but i do give them money becuase they dont have hardly any money and they feed them lunch and dinner, and take care of them, but then when they asked for more money i got upset. and i guess that they could tell that i was upset, because my mom called me about 15 minutes after i had left, and said that her and my dad had talked about it again and that i could keep giving them what i give them, and not to worry about it. i dont know, that whole thing still aggravated me, even after she had called and said not to worry about it. my own parents who i already pay to watch their own grandkids asking me for more money, that really didnt help my mood. i didnt even mention it to my husband or my daughters father, because i didnt feel like hearing their comments about how they want money to watch their granchildren.

i did get to talk to my friend today (the one that owes me the money, and has the guy staying with her). i made sure that she still had the money for me, which she said that she did, and i also made sure that she was going to be home tomorrow at around 8 or 8:30pm, which she said that she would be. so being that she can be really hard to get a hold of, i just said that i would be there at that time. and she said that was fine. she said that i wouldnt be able to see the guy though because he doesnt usually get off from his job until 11pm, and because i have to work the next day she was thinking that i wouldnt be staying there too long. so i said joking well unless i sleep in my car until he gets there. and she said well instead of doing that you could just sleep in his bed until he gets there, because it isnt like he will be sleeping in his bed. so i actually thought about it for a second and i agreed and said that actually sounded like a good idea, and she didnt seem to mind either, she sounded serious when she had said that and when i agreed. so that is what i might do. get there at like 8 or 8:30 and then if he doesnt get home from work at a certain time (like at 10 or 11pm) just go to sleep in his bed and wait for when he gets home. who knows if any of this will end up happening, guess will just have to wait and see. i asked her when he is supposed to be going back home, and she said that it was the end of july or maybe even the beginning of august and that once he did go home that he was probably only going to go there for a month, and then come back here again. so that was different from i had though, i had thought that he was going home the beginning of june, so that makes it different. she also said that he was asking her about me a lot, asking if i was asking about him and what i was saying, and after his little declarations of affection on friday night, it sounds like he really likes me, but who knows, after all he is a man. she said something which i thought was very nice and caring, somehow it was brought up in the conversation that me and her had, and about medicine, and i mentioned that i had stopped basically taking all of my medications, and that i was having a hard time with my body and everything adjusting to that. and she, remembering the issue that i have, said that if i felt like that to call her and she would come over or we would talk it out on the phone until i felt better which i thought was very nice and caring for her to say. well, that is it for today, i am going to try to lay down and get some sleep.