True Colors, And It Figures

well, my husband upset me a little bit last night, like the last blog said, because instead of keeping to what he had said in the beginning which was that he was going to give me the whole 50.00 that he had borrowed from me, he said that he was going to give me half last night, and then the other half on thurs night. so he comes home from work last night, and gives me 24.00, not exactly half but okay, at least it was close right? so stupid me doesnt hide it like i usually hide money that i get or that he gives me (because he had a habit of taking money out of my wallet without telling me or of telling me when i am sleeping and cant hear or answer him) but he hadnt done that in a while, so i didnt think of doing that. so anyway, i noticed my gas tank was on empty this morning, so on my way to the gas station, knowing that i had the money that he had given my wallet and i was going to use that, i look and the 20 dollar bill is gone and the only thing that was left was the 4 singles. so i called him and he said that he had taken the 20 out of my wallet, didnt say why and wouldnt say. just said that he was sorry (didnt sound like he was) and that he didnt know that i needed gas, and that he was sure that i would figure something out. and that he would give me the whole 50.00 back on thursday, yeah lets see, i really hope so or i am going to be even more pissed. which of course i did, and had to take a 20 out of the child support money that my ex had given me and now i will have to put back but still that isnt the point. the point is that he gave me money i put it away in my wallet, and without telling me he went in my wallet and took it out. so that made me really upset with him, and then when i got home he didnt even act like he was sorry or cared anymore about what he did, made dinner, which was nice (but it is something that he is supposed to do being that he gets home about 2 hours before me) but he left the kitchen a mess and then went to sleep at 6:30pm leaving me with the kitchen to clean up and with the kids to deal with. which being that i deal with the by myself on the nights that he works it would be nice to have a break from it. so that is why i am upset with him now. and now i am worried about if he is going to give me the 50.00 like he said tomorrow, and also if he is going give me the money for the dentist and the money for the groceries like he had said also. he should me giving me on his next paycheck which would be on the 15th. i am just getting nervous about this now, cause he is starting to act irresponsible again, like his old self. he is also starting with the job pattern thing now too, his day job which is the steady 40 hour a week paycheck which pays the rent and everything else that needs to be paid, he said that he is having a problem with, because they have been bothering him, he made a mistake a few times, and also that he has been telling them things about what he wants to work and that he is only going to do certain things. so that isnt good, you dont just tell your job what you are or arent going to do. so i am hoping that this isnt the start of trouble, because i cant deal with that especially this month when i need the help with money.