Finally A Little Good News

i got a phone call from the doctor today, and when i finally got a hold of him, after playing an agonizingly painful game of phone tag with him, he gave me my test results. it was good news, better then i was thinking that it would be. the doctor said that the test results were "okay" and that in another few months i need to come back there to get retested again, and see where i am at basically. so as of right now, nothing further needs to be done. and that is it for that right now. the next time that i have to go back for my recheck i might not have insurance anymore, because that may fall when i have lost my job and to continue the insurance with cobra is 400 dollars per month which just cant happen. so i dont know what i am going to do yet about that, i was trying to look into getting a insurance with a private company on my own and have so far gotten just general quotes based on my age and the plan of 170 per month, and 260 per month, and i dont think that they cover much i have to look into that and see i guess. my job has just one opening in a position equivalent to mine in another part of the company that i could try applying for, i just still havent decided what i want to do, becuase there is only one position there, and by doing that if i got it and took it (which is a big if), if anything went wrong like i didnt like it there, which i dont think that i would because they are a lot more strict and different from what i am used to, or if they didnt like me and fired me, then i would lose the package that i am being offered by leaving when my time is up which is about a months worth of pay. i dont know it is just something that i am thinking about. if i left the company when my time is up i would be able to be rehired within the company but that is if they have something that i can be rehired for and also if they would want to rehire me once i got all that money for leaving. so i dont know, i am trying to think about all of these things. my husband did something really nice for me today, i asked him to go to the store and get some medicine for me, and amazingly enough he did, didnt whine about it or anything, or ask me for the money back, when i got home from work the medicine was sitting there waiting for me. which was very nice, i have to wonder why though maybe he was feeling guilty about something who knows. but anyway at least he did something nice for me, that and giving me the money that he said that he would two nice things for me that he said that he would do. amazing. my son fell in the house today, smashing his forehead against the corner of the wall, and gave himself a huge bump that immediately swelled up and turned black and blue. he was of course crying hysterically for a while until he finally calmed down and wanted a band aid on it, whenever he gets hurt, he wants a bandaid no matter what happened to him. the weird part was that he wanted my husband to take care of him and cuddle him and not me, and only when my husband told him that he was doing something and was busy then my son came to me, and not before. and he was still asking for my husband when he was with me. which was weird because no matter who is there, i have always been the one that my son runs too. i wonder why the difference now. oh well, the main thing is that he is feeling better now, he also still awake and hasnt fallen asleep yet and his bedtime is normally at 8. but at least i dont have to worry about him having a concussion and falling asleep with it now. so i just have to watch him a little bit now once he falls asleep.