Regarding The Last Post

i didnt write that poem in the past blog, it was something that i read and thought was meaningful so i typed it in and posted it. i am not considering committing suicide nor have i ever given it more then a minutes worth of thought in my whole life. if i was ever to give serious thought to doing something like that i would get myself help first. so everyone who was worried about me because of my last post, thank you for your concern, but i am not suicidal. honestly my thoughts behind copying that poem and putting it in my blog were that if anything was to happen to me because of the health issues that i have going on (and not because i was going to commit suicide, which was not crossing my mind at all) that is what i would want my friends and family to think. that was meant to go along with my phrase that i have posted in most of my profiles "live every day like it was your last because you never know if it will be." not that i would take my life and make it be my last. i know that my mood may not at times be that great, and i may be upset at times but that doesnt mean that i would do that.