Nothing Seems Like It Can Ever Be Easy

yes i know that part in the song that says "no one said that it would be easy" but the next line in the song is "no one said it would be this hard." which is true, but it seems like things just cant be easy for me, i always have to have something to get upset or even more stressed out about it seems. i called the dentist office that i am supposed to be going to tomorrow, to confirm my appt with them for tomorrow, and the receptionist confirmed my appt but informed me that there was no guarantee that the dentist would be able to pull out my teeth because he is only a general dentist, so there are some teeth that he doesnt pull. the examples that she gave was teeth which infections or ones that are impacted. the bull you know what part is that when i made the appt last friday i wasnt told that he might not be able to pull it, i was told that he would look at it and give me a price, and then if i was ready we would do it right then and there. i wasnt told any ifs ands or buts, that was all i was told. so this is upsetting me right now, i have suffered in pain for a week, and the pain is getting worse and worse every day, and now he might not be able to pull my tooth? i dont think so. i have my parents going with me tomorrow and everything, i am ready to get this done. if i go there tomorrow, and he says that he cant pull it, then he better get me an appt with someone who can, and he better make an appt for me with them that day, otherwise i am going to show them just how really upset that i am. because i am in really bad pain, worse then a week ago, and it is getting worse, and i have been suffering for a week. i am ready mentally and physically to get this shit done. so lets do it. i need to get this tooth out cause it is killing me. so that is what is upsetting me right now, not only do am i having the procedure with the obgyn in the morning but now i am freaking about this dentist thing. i just want to get this done now. thats all. is that to much to ask geez. and then my husband was saying that he was going to give me the whole 50.00 tonight, and now he is bailing on me again, and saying that he will give me 25.00 tonight and the other amt of money tomorrow. it just seems like he cant keep to what he says that he is going to do, it is starting to really bother me now and aggravate me now. he just got home from work and gave me 20.00 instead of the 50.00 that he had told me that he would. which stinks, but i guess i should have expected it with the way that he has been acting lately. he claimed that he didnt get that much because they were slow and couldnt pay him but that they would pay him tomorrow, and that he would give it to me tomorrow. i really hope so cause i am starting to get frustrated with him. i just hope that everything goes okay tomorrow now not only do i have the obgyn procedure in the morning but now i am worried about if they are going to be able to pull my freaking tooth or if i am going to have a problem with trying to get someone to do it tomorrow, cause i really want to have it done tomorrow. i need to have it done tomorrow from the way that i have been feeling.