Tuesday, January 30, 2007

No Wonder I Have Been Getting Chest Pains

Relieve my stress? ha that is a laugh. that is so freaking funny, i doubt if that will ever be something that will happen. here is what happened today, and then you will know why i have chest pains that are caused by stress. first i get a message from my husband saying that i was going to have to find a preschool to put him in that was close to my job where i have my daughter, because he had an issue with the owner of the school. then i get called for the second interview, with like an hour and a half warning, cause it was snt yesterday when i had already left work. so i went to the second interview, and because of my dumb husband and the message that he had left saying that i was changing his preschool, when the director asked i said that there wouldnt be a problem with staying til like 5:05 or 5:10 because i was changing my sons preschool. and she seemed like she really wanted me to have the job, i would be very surprised if i didnt get it. she said that i should know something probably within a week of what is going on with that. then i get another message from my husband saying that he was going to be a few hundred dollars short on the rent. so i finally got to call him back and speak with him, and he says that the daycare thing hopefully got resolved and that i didnt have to worry about switching him right now, which wasnt good because i had already told the director that it wouldnt be a problem, and he also that he still hadnt figured out how he was coming up with the couple of hundred towards the rent, and was asking for me to help him. so i basically said that i didnt think so and yeah right. that i didnt have it anyway. so that didnt go over to good, i told him that i could give him the phone number for the landlady and that he could talk to her and tell her what is going on, and see what she says. cause it is his responsiblity and he needs to deal with it. but if he ruins my credit by any of this i will be soooo upset it wont even me funny. then my direct supervisor, who is like one step above me, had a talk with me, not me really being in trouble or on the books or anything, but i guess sort of helpful things to me because i was trying to get the other job, about how she wants me to start taking less calls because i am rushing and missing things, so she wants me to take my time more and pay more attention to the accounts, and also watch the time i am not available for a call, which she said that she was going to be talking to everyone about though, and also that i needed to watch my tone, cause she had one complaint about that personally with me today about that. so that was just great, even though i wasnt in trouble or anything, it isnt good to hear that you arent doing things well at work. then i went to the gym today for the first time in six months, and that actually went okay. which was the one thing today that made me happy. i had to of course bring my kids with me, and leave them at the childcare location, and they were both really well behaved. which made me soo happy. i was worried about how they would act. i got an okay workout in 45 minutes of cardio, and another maybe 30 mins of weights and other exercises. i am of course, sore right now but that is okay, at least i know that i can do it, and have hopefully gotten back into the swing of things, i am tired and am going to go to bed now, so probably more about that, and the rent issues tomorrow.

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