To The Left, To The Left?

maybe it is this guys time to be pushed to the left, and kicked to the curb by me i dont know. i know that i am getting more and more frustrated with him, and that depending on my mood he really annoys me at times. so i dont know. maybe it is just his time to go. today makes two weeks to the date that we have been "seeing" each other, and yes it has been good most of the time, and he acts like the perfect boyfriend. i hear from him every day, we talk a lot basically or almost every day either online on the phone or by texting. and he is a really sweet guy and actually seems to care. but then there is all the other things about him, that he still lives with his parents, therefore no privacy or going to his house, no my house is out too, the way that he depends on his parents, the way that they seem to control him to a point it seems at times, and then there is this whole car thing and everything with that. what we were supposed to do tonight that got cancelled, first he was saying that he was going to reserve it and do it for next saturday night, then he was saying that he didnt think that he would be able to cause he might not have enough money cause of getting a new car, then he was saying something about fixing maybe the car that he already has that the engine went on, and then he asked if i could pay for it and he would give it back to me and i was like uhh no, that is a hell no, not only do i have to pay for my car and come up with the money for that which i am borrowing (but also i am not going to do that anyway, i just didnt say that last part). so he said okay, but that with getting the car and everything he might not be able to do it, so he didnt reserve or do anything now like he was going to for next saturday, he changed his mind. so then he was saying maybe the saturday night after that, and i said no cause that is my friends 30th birthday party weekend, which there are plans for her that have been in place for over a month. which he is supposedly even coming to the friday night of that weekend, at least. so then he said okay what about the following weekend, so i said that because of that monthly thing that you get every month which i will have, that is a no. so then he said well fine then the weekend after that, so i said okay, a month from now, lord knows what could happen. so then he got worried about me saying that, and thought that i was going to break up with him, so i said that i didnt mean it like that, but that you never know what can happen. it is something that i have been considering though, not that he has any clue i dont think. this privacy thing for one is really getting to me, it is one thing to not be able to bring the person home, then it is another thing to not find a private spot if you know what i mean, but then to say oh maybe it will be a month before we can do the reservation thing, yeah okay, that doesnt sound okay to me. so that is majorly frustrating me too. who knows what is going to happen, supposedly he should be looking at cars tomorrow and monday and see how much it will cost, if he is seeing about fixing the one that he has or what will happen with that, then he should know how much money that he has left over. so lets see who knows what will happen, and how more frustrated that i am going to get and what happens with that and me. and how well i handle it and how much i am willing to put up with. who knows.