the bears are too cute, they are hallmark bears, and when you make them kiss with their noses together they make kissing noises, and the wings flap on the red bear. it is soo cute. and then of course the roses are a dozen roses, which i eneded up taking out of the plastic as you can see, and putting them in cup filled with water. and all of this came with a card from him that i cant remember the exact wording of but it said something about the past 3 months being great, and how he enjoys everyday with me and he is happy that i am in his life. i was like awwwww. so he gave all of this to me when he met me for lunch while i was at work today, so of course after lunch i had to go back to work and i brought everything that he had given to me into work with me, which is how everyone that i work with saw everything. the reason that we had met for lunch was because i had said that i wasnt going to be able to get a sitter, because when i asked my stupid husband if i could go to a "party" he said no, but that he wasnt going to be doing anything with me, just sitting at home, and doing nothing, and i had asked him if i could go on sunday or saturday night. so out of nowhere when i got out of work today, he called me up and said that he would watch the kids so that i could go. which was very strange and out of character for him, but i wasnt going to question it. i just went along with it, and called up the guy and he said that we could still do something, and the funny thing is that he had said that he was actually just getting ready to text me and make sure that i still couldnt get a sitter for tonight. so that is nice, so now i am supposed to be going out tonight with him. which makes me very happy. cause at least i dont have to be stuck at home with my annoying ass husband. who i shouldnt even call my husband, i should call him my sons father, because that is all he really is to me. he is definetly not a husband, thats for sure, he hasnt been one in a while. i am a little suspicious of his motives for saying that i could go, especially since i hadnt said anything about it in a while. i am just going to be careful, make sure that no one is following me and all of that stuff, cause you never know. i am just not trusting his motives. he is saying that he thought of it, and because he is not going to be doing anything with me, and he is tired and is probably going to be going to sleep early that i might as well go out. my theory personally is that if he isnt trying to be slick and pull something like either trying to have someone follow me or sneaking a girl in the house when i am not here, then he is really doing it because he is feeling guilty. and he would be feeling guilty because of the fact that he didnt do absoluetly anything for me today for valentine's day, no kiss, no hug, no card, no gifts, no dinner, nothing. and then last night my friend was over for a little bit because we were looking at outfits on the internet for what we are going to buy and wear for her 30th birthday party weekend that is coming up and he came home early from work and she was of course still here, and stayed maybe a half hour more, and he was pissed off and making comments about how long she was going to be here and everything while she was still here and could hear what he was saying, so i think that is why he feels guilty because i have been really cold and angry with him all day today. but who knows. at least i get to go out tonight and have some fun and not be stuck at home with him and lisitening to him whine.
i have something that just came up a few minutes ago that made me very extremely upset, i am doing all that i can to contain myself. my son, who is going to 4 years old in the beginning of may, so he speaks very well and is very expressive, came up to me and told me that today while he was at school one of the teachers there was running after him because he was running in school, and that she caught him with her hand around his neck, and sure enough he has at least two scratches around his neck. so i am of course livid, about this, i am actually even beyond livid about this i am so upset, and his father tried to call one of the owners of the school cell phone number, but of course they arent answering their phone. i am so beyond upset right now, i cant even explain it, no one puts their hands on my son. i trust this school to take care of my son, and not to put their hands on him, and this is what they do. i am so upset, that his father doesnt even want me to handle this, he said that he is going to speak with the school, and do everything that needs to be done. i have to get going to get ready to leave, i dont even really feel like leaving though cause i am so upset about what happened with my son.
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