My Day Today

well, to start things off with, last night my boyfriend didnt contact me past like 8:30pm, which isnt like him because he is usually online at like 9 or 9:30. usually somewhere around there. so at like 10:30 i got aggravated and tired and said that i was going to go to sleep. so i signed off the computer and laid down in bed, i was just getting comfy and falling asleep, when he texted me, saying hi, so i said hi back, and he asked me what was up or something like that, so i said that i was going to sleep now. and he asked me what was wrong, so anyway, long story short, he texted me a couple more times after that, i wasnt to friendly back, because by that time i was tired and just wanted to go to sleep. so anyway, i was probably bordering on rude, which i didnt intend to be, i just wanted him to leave me alone so that i could get some sleep. so anyway, i felt bad this morning when i woke up, and i realized that i was really rude or mean to him, and i didnt really mean to. so i texted him like two times, saying hi and then saying i'm sorry, and he didnt answer me right away. he didnt answer for like 2 hours and i was worried that he was upset with me or something. but he finally answered me back, and we talked for a little while, i said that i was sorry, but that i was tired, and that i didnt mean it like that, and he said that he forgave me, and that was really that for that part of it anyway. we talked on and off today, and everything seemed to be back to normal with me and him, which was good.

so other things that happened today were that one of the girls that i work with that i have worked with for a while, comes up and says to me while we were talking, are you pregnant? and i was like umm no, why. she said oh your stomach looks like you are pregnant, and i was upset about that, so later on i said to her why would you say that i am so upset about you saying that, so she said oh i think it was the way that you were standing, you were like slouched over, and you were glowing all day and smiling. (well at least i know why that was anyway). so i said oh okay i guess so, but i was still really offended about that. then today one of my friends from work, the one that i am the closest too, when i made a comment about when she is going to dye my hair for me, because she had said that she would help me with, said something like yeah i agree i know that you have to get it done, because i saw one today. i was like oh my god, you saw one, auughh. so she said dont worry it wasnt that obvious, i had to look really hard to see one when were talking about it. great, i look pregnant, i have my gray hairs. geez. i am doing really good with compliments from people today, just great.

and then to make things just even greater (better, whatever), when i got out of work today, and was driving to go get my kids, i hit the brakes on my car like i usually would of course, and heard the loudest screeching, grinding noise that i have ever heard come from a car, so i got worried about it, because that is the first time that it has done that. took it to the mechanic that it was at last week, and they said that it was the brake shoes in the back, and that they were mistaken about how long the car could last with the brakes that it has on now, because apparently the car doesnt want to last the month or two that they were saying that it could. and then they were saying that i basically have to have it done right away because the way that it is, it could lock on me at any minute, and that my car would then go into a spin, and crash if i cant stop it and there are other cars around me, you get the idea. so anyway, that meant that i had to get it fixed like now. so i asked my parents if they could help me for tomorrow, who werent that happy with it, but they agreed that they would pick me up at the mechanics bring me to work, and then pick me back up at work, and bring me back to the mechanics. so hopefully that goes okay tomorrow. and doesnt cost me that much money either, because i just spent 650.00 on it last week. geez. i told him to do all the brake work on it now, and get it done, and done right, cause i dont want to bring it in again for the brakes for a long time again. so because it is going to be at the shop tomorrow, i am probably going to have to cancel my physical therapy appointment for tomorrow, because i dont think that i will be able to make it there, which means that i would have to cancel it. then i was supposed to go shopping with my friend today, which as i had suspected didnt happen, i was at the mechanics shop for a little while, not that it really mattered though because we played phone tag with each other until about 7pm. and we both had things going on so that was okay. assuming everything goes okay with fixing the car and everything, which i am keeping my fingers crossed that it does, then we are supposed to be going to shopping later on tomorrow. so i hope that happens, and that i dont have any issues with getting a cute nice, not that expensive of course, outfit to wear for friday night. and maybe even one for saturday night. that would be really good. cause even if we arent doing anything with her for her birthday on saturday, then we (me and my boyfriend, wow it is so weird to be using that word) are going to be doing something ourselves on saturday.

well, my supervisor didnt say anything to me about the guy or anything like that, so hopefully either he didnt say anything, or it wasnt that much of an issue or she isnt making it an issue. i really hope not. they are getting ready to be moving me to my new location within the office for my new job, which is starting next monday, and i am getting anxious about it, i am thinking about it, hoping that it goes okay, thinking about missing the people that i work with now, i am just getting myself upset and depressed about it i guess. i am worrying for nothing i suppose, because worrying about it just wont help.

then my husband did a halfway dumb thing today, he walked out of his night job, because they were bitching at him too much, and he said that he quit. but then for some reason like maybe a half hour later, he came back and finished working. so hopefully he still has the job, i dont know why he feels the need to do these things. i dont know why he just cant keep his mouth shut and hold on to a job like the rest of us do.