The Rest Of Valentines Night And Other Crap

well, the rest of my valentines night wasnt like lunch was, and as enjoyable as it was. it wasnt that great at all actually. i had found out that my sons father was going to watch the kids, and i was talking to the guy and he was saying that he didnt have a specific time that he had to be home because he didnt have to tutor til 2pm the next day. so i said that i could stay out for a while too because i didnt have to go to work the next day just running errands all day, taking my son to the dentist, and being off from work. so we met at the restaurant and he says that when he was leaving his mom asked him to be home for midnight because he had to work and had school the next day and also because she worried about him when he wasnt home and she needed to get some sleep. so with the introduction and me thinking that he is a mommas boy and not being able to believe that he is 24 years old and has a curfew, which is sooo amusing, that started out the night. we went to our dinner, and not that he was rude to the waitress but he was very demanding and annoying, and then he left her a tip but it wasnt that much, and considering that she was pretty good he should have left her at least 15% which he didnt even leave. so there was that. so then we go in his car, and are sitting talking, and we started to make out, touching, kissing, grabbing, all with clothes on but you get the drift. so time goes by, we dont have sex or anything but we are enjoying ourselves. i am of course getting really hot and bothered knowing of course that nothing can come of it because he lives with his parents, and obviously he couldnt come back to my house, and it seems that he hasnt mastered the art of finding a dark parking lot, dead end street or something like that, so anyway. i am getting annoyed because i am getting really hot from all this, and i know that there wont be any satisfaction coming out of it for me, cause of our situations and his inability to find a area for that. so anyway, i am getting frustrated with that, and then i look at the time and it is like 11:50 and he had said that he had to be home for midnight, so he wasnt worried about the time, and said that if he was late and his mom was concerned that she would call him. so then it gets to be midnight then it is like 12:15am, and i am getting aggravated because of the big deal that he made with having to be home at the time, so finally i as nicely as i could asked him to just take me to my car so that i could go home because i should get home too cause i gotta get up early tomorrow. so anyway he took me back to my car without a fuss, and that was it for that. he was texting me on the way home, and i was telling him that it was frustrating for me (sexually) because he got me soo incredibly turned on and then nothing else happened. i even tried using a toy that i have, and it helped at the moment, but then a little while later i was getting fruestrated again, so it didnt really make that much of a difference. so we talked to each other online last night as usual, cause we talk to each other every night and some interesting things happened last night. the first thing was that i adjusted my my space page and my yahoo profile and put that i was in a relationship and also that i was just looking for friends and that was it, and that if anyone was interested in anything else shouldnt bother even contacting me. so he saw that and adjusted all his stuff basically the same way with saying that he is in a relationship and also that he is just only looking for friends too, but he also went a step further and put in both of them that he has a girlfriend that he is really happy and said a lot of other stuff too. so all i did was just in addition to everything else that i had said that i did with my profiles, all i did was just add a little note in their about having a really sweet boyfriend who i look forward to spending time with. he was also saying i love you several times until finally i responded back that i just wasnt ready to say something like that right now, and he seemed to understand that, and wasnt offended, at least i hope not, because that wasnt my intention. i am just not ready for that at this point. because , so anyway, we had made plans to see each other for lunch today, even though he had frustrated me and upset me to a point, i still saw him today for lunch. and it was okay he was nice and brought lunch for us, and it was good. quick as usual because i only get a half hour of lunch during work, but it was okay, we talked and joked around quickly and then it was time to go. so that was that. then at the very end of the lunch, he asked me throw something away for him, so i said geez is there anything else that you want, and he said sex. so i gave him a filthy look, said dont remind me, and got out of the car and went back in to work. so he texted me and somehow we got on the subject if me being sexually frustrated because it doesnt really seem to be bothering him very much...and he was saying that soon that would be resolved. or something like that. i will say more about that later, probably tomorrow or sunday.