So Much To Say

okay, well i know that it has been a long time since i posted here last, but things have been busy and crazy as usual but what else is new with that right? well, lets see i found out that i was offered the position that i had been interviewing for, and i also found out that i have to have physical therapy 3 times a week. which i just realized that i didnt mention for what, i have to have physical therapy because i was clocked out and was just walking down the stairs at my job to leave work, and i slipped and went falling down 4 of them, and hurt myself very badly. i banged up and hurt a lot of various parts of my body, but the one that is really bad now is my knee. so anyway. i went to a doctor, a workers comp doctor, after my job giving me some issues with it because i was clocked out, and that doctor on my second visit with him said that i need to have physical therapy 3 times a week for the next 4 weeks. so now i am going to have to of course miss a lot of work to go there, and from previous conversations that i have had with my big supervisor i was told that they wouldnt pay for any time that i missed because of appointments with the doctor. so that stinks that would mean that every time 3 or 4 times a week that i would have to leave for therapy or doctors appointments wouldnt be covered, which wouldnt be good at all. so that is one thing that i am not happy with right now. the other thing is that i found out about me being offered the job on friday, so then i took the weekend to job and today i responded saying that i wanted to accept it, but wanted to make them aware that i had to go the doctors once a week and also the physical therapy, and would have to leave work early for those. so the big manager answered back and asked what the times would be that i would have to leave for them, so i said hopefully no earlier then 3pm but that i was in the process of trying to get them scheduled and everything, and i sent that as my response, and i didnt get an answer back and no one told me anything about it either verbally. so i dont know. i am going to talk to the lower manager there tomorrow, and casually be like oh so i was just making sure that i am definetly starting on monday cause i didnt get a response from the manager, and then see what she says to that, cause i need to know what the heck i am doing. i am sure that i am going to be starting next monday like the original email offer that i received said about the job. so i should be finding out for sure tomorrow lets hope anyway. so thats it for that so far anyway. lets see what i find out tomorrow about that.

the guy thing has been going go, too good to be true sometimes i think. we had lunch together three days during the week last week and then we went again last saturday night that just passed. so i am over the height thing, it didnt bother me as much, as it was before, i am actually getting over it, i am also just not wearing my higher heels i am trying to wear shoes with as low heels as possible so that it isnt that much of a difference, and i dont give it the chance to bother me. his breath wasnt kicking anymore, so maybe that was just a one night thing or something who knows, or maybe his chewing gum a lot helped, cause i have noticed that he has been doing that a lot more now. the talking a lot thing has also went away a lot, maybe it was either because he was nervous or maybe because i wasnt talking that much, also the stuttering issue that he had also went away lot, so maybe that was also nerves, he still talks a lot more then i am used to guys talking, and also stutters a tiny bit but not that noticeably anymore. he is still what i had the impression on of him in the beginning which was that he was really sweet and nice, and also doesnt seem afraid to say things that other guys dont like too, like about feelings or thoughts or things like that. he even will bring it up occasionally, and say like that he really is enjoying himself being out with me or something like that. and no i havent had sex with him yet, but the sparks are definetly there now, thank god. i was getting worried about that, i thought that it was strange, but i was starting to feel a little something at lunch on some of the days that we had lunch which were weds, thurs and friday. but then saturday night was amazing, mind blowing even. the way that we were attracted to each other, it was like sparks flying everywhere. first we went to the drive in movies, which i hadnt been too ever, which was amazing, cause like everyone has been to one, but me. so anyway we went there, it was good, we watched the movie, made out a little bit, he grabbed a little something and that was about it for that. so i was starting to feel some sparks already from that, then we went to dinner, and sat and talked and that was nice. then we went to a club, which i hadnt been to before, and the sparks really flew there, rubbing, close dancing, feeling, you get the drift. so we drove back to my car, and we were near my car in his, and the sparks were flying so much the car almost blew up, the attraction was amazing. we made out, did a thing or two, not that i could have done that more then that cause i had my damn period. so no sex. not that i didnt want it, and that it wasnt headed in that direction, but it didnt happen. which was good in a way because i am mostly happy that it didnt, let that wait a little while longer. not that i didnt really really really want it, cause i am really freaking sexually frustrated cause it has been way too long since i have had it. and getting me all worked up like that on saturday just really didnt help it just made it worse. auuuggghhhh.