Wow!

so i did end up meeting him on monday night after all, and it was good. he was very late, like an hour and 15 minutes late, and we had an issue with me not telling me that he was going to be late for our date until i had already been there for about 45 minutes or so, and then i finally decided to try to i'm him myself from my phone and then he i'med me back that he was going to be late, because he got stuck at work and supposedly they wouldnt let him leave literally. so anyway, he finally got there, and we really seemed to hit it off. i felt almost instantly comfortable with him and was hardly nervous at all. which was amazing because the whole day and before he got there i was nervous as hell. so anyway, we just stood around for a while and talked and then...well never mind, we didnt have sex, exactly, but i will say that the amount of attraction that we felt for each other was incredible. he definetly does it for me that is for sure, and he treated me very well too, i was very impressed. he made me feel really good, appreciated, attractive, and comfortable. i also felt like nothing bad could happen to me while i was with him, which was so strange to me being that we had just met in person. the other thing that was weird was that we both just felt like we had known each other forever. it was amazing to me. ever since monday night, which i was out late, i didnt get home til like 2am, and didnt fall asleep til about 2:30am then had to wake up for work at 6am, we have i'med every day/night. we are supposed to be going out tomorrow night and meeting at the same place at 8:30pm, hopefully it goes okay with us meeting and everything. i guess that we will see.

i did get some good news this morning. i called the landlord to ask him about month to month, and he said that my lease would automatically go into month to month, and that i wouldnt even need to sign anything for that. so that is such a huge relief, he said that all that i had to do was just give them 30 days notice and then i would be able to move out after that. so i am sooo happy with that. well, now we will see how everything goes tomorrow night, hopefully everything goes good. i'll have to write and update as soon as i can after that.