More Stuff......

well, more things now are going on. what else is new? it always has to be something that is going on. something very annoying that happens to women has came back to bother me again. so i got the medicine that i had from last time, one refill left over filled, and took it last night. so lets hope that it helps and that i dont have to get time off work to go to the doctor. my husband has been alternating between having a bad attitude and being really nice to me. one thing that i have deternmined, it has been so long since we have had sex that i dont even remember the last time, i am sure that it has been over 2 weeks. the thing is that i just dont even want it anymore, and not even because of what i have going on with me right now, i just dont want to do that with him. he doesnt appeal to me at all right now, he has just been upsetting me so much lately. probably because he has been acting like such a loser lately. and the other thing that has been bugging me is that he only wants to have sex when he wants it and not at any other times. so now i dont want it. lets see what happens now. you know what the funny thing is though? he doesnt seem to want it either. some marriage right? oh well, we have already established that my marriage is anything but normal.