A Short Update

here is a short update on everything that is going on. the married guy and us getting together to meet, i have decided that isnt going to happen. he is married and i am married, which is just way to complicated for us to both be married, and he has 2 kids too. so that is a no. and he just sent me some recent pictures of himself, and that is a definite no, yes he does have a profession where he makes a good amount of money but he isnt anything to look at so that is a definite no. dont think that i am like that with looks though, the main reason that it is a definite no is because he is married and has kids too. so that is a big no. there is a guy that i have been i'm ing almost everyday for maybe the past 2 or 3 weeks, i dont remember how long it has been now. but i know that i used to i'm him and then about 2 or 3 weeks ago, we started talking back again. i wasnt really logging into to my i'm like i used to. so anyway we started like seriously talking and everything and he wants to meet. and we were talking about how we were and everything. i am just doubting how dependable and responsible he is now. because first he said that he was going to send me an email and he didnt (this was a few days ago), then when i talked to him the next day he claimed that his internet was out. then he told me that even though he was going to out of the state on business starting today, i think until saturday that he would i'm me still. so i have of course been on since about 8:15pm, and he hasnt. however he is in a hotel, and his exact wording was that he would probably be able to, but he was 100% sure if he would be able to. or something to that effect. so whatever. i am not like heart broken or something about it. it isnt like we were involved or anything. i was actually planning on meeting him next week, so we will see what happens with that i guess. i am just feeling weird about it, cause first of all what if he is a killer or stalker or something. and then also i am not that attracted to his looks, i mean he is okay, just not the type that i usually go for. i dont know, with how he hasnt contacted me at all today or anything, we'll see i might not even have anything to worry about. that is it for now.