Some Things In Life Suck

okay at times it seems that a lot of things in life suck, and that very few things dont suck. for example, i was in an accident in january where i was stopped at a stop sign and someone rammed right in the back of me because they werent paying attention, well the exact same thing happened yesterday too. and like the last time there was now more damage to my car, and they didnt have insurance and were driving an old car. so what else is new. the car that i have so much pride in and love and have to pay on every month someone messed up. and with the deductible that i have, there isnt any point in filing it with my insurance. so basically i am paying for a dented car that i cant fix right now. as for my work i have just been getting like a bad feeling about it, i do know that i made an error before i left today and i filed something wrong, and i think that i did something wrong yesterday too. i just keep getting the feeling like i am not doing well. i dont know. when i go in on monday i will ask my supervisor about what i think that i did wrong, and if it was wrong what i can do to correct it. i just keep feeling like i dont know my time there is limited. maybe i am just being paranoid, i really hope that is what it is. and then from the accident that i had yesterday my back and neck have been really hurting the exact same way that they were from the last accident that i had. which really stinks because this sunday we are having a party for my sons third birthday. i shouldnt even really say we are having a party, i should say that i am having a party for him because as usual his dad isnt contributing anything. and i am doing and planning everything. not that i dont like planning everything but it would definetly be nice if he would give me some money for it. that would be really good. but i know that it isnt going to happen. and i just realized today from looking at him that he needs a haircut so i am going to try to have that done tomorrow, so there we go more money i am going to have to spend. well whatever one the money is gone it is gone and there is no more fun. and me doing everything. along the money lines, my husband was watching him 2 days a week, and not working those days, but now he (with my approval of the place) is most likely putting him in a daycare/preschool those 2 days so that he can work both of those days and make extra money. i really hope that it happens. because then he will have more money and be able to help me out more. he already told me that he will give me more money a month for groceries and everything so that wouold be good. i really hope that it actually happens though, knowing the way that he can be. i guess we will see.