Girls Just Wanna Have Fun

yes,yes, we all know what song that is from. sung by Cindi Lauper of course, song is that same lyric.

i did have an okay easter sunday, my parents came over, and me and my mom shared cooking the easter dinner. and we spent some time with them. then after they left we (me and my husband) took the kids outside to play and blow bubbles. they had fun, and better yet i got a clean car out of it, because while we were outside my husband washed my car. so that was nice. i am supposed to be taking the car to the mechanics on saturday morning and that is also the same morning that i have an appointment for son at his doctor for his checkup. and also i have been talking to my friends from my old job about going out one night, and unfortunately saturday night was out, and they want to go out on friday night and we have already made plans. so that means that i am going to be out really late on friday night (into sat morning) and i am have to wake up really early on saturday morning. oh well hopefully it will be worth it. i cant remember the last time when i had a girls night out. it would always be all the girls and then my ex-boyfriend. and one of their boyfriends. it was never just girls. so this should be fun. especially since the last time that i went out by myself was in january and we all know what happened then. i was supposed to be just going out with some friends then, and look what happened with me and my "friend". well that is not going to happen this time. the major reason of course being that HE is not here. (as far as i know, then again i havent actually spoken to him in quite a while, god knows where he is or what he is doing. ) but in any case, i am not going to be doing that. i just want to have some fun. for once, and not have to think about anything. that would be good.

not have to worry about the bills, or not having the money for anything. or about the fact that it seems that they are changing my cobra insurance so that my therapist appts are going to be costing me double. so they are going to be going from $15 per week to $30 per session (week). so i just cant do that. that would be going from 60 per month, to 120 per month. or i can stay on the same ins and pay 40 dollars more a month for it. which i really cant, i cant even pay the bills that i have now. so the only solution that i can come up with right now is to ask the therapist if i can see her every other week, i dont know how she is going to react to that. but i just cant afford it any other way. and that is just what i am going to have to tell her.

my husbands job seems to be going good (knock on wood) he came home on saturday night all excited saying that they had told him that they would like for him to stay later like a 1/2 hour to an hour and 1/2 every day because they liked him and he was doing really good and he was a good worker. so that is good, i really hope that this does start working out for him. the only problem that i have been seeing so far is that doing this he just doesnt make enough to really help me with everything, he just makes enough to barely pay his bills and that is it. so i guess we will just have to wait and see how it goes when the hours go up. (fingers crossed)