As I Suspected

well there are a lot of things that have been going on lately that are as i suspected that they were going to go. the first thing was that, we did get to go out on friday night, which was nice. my son did throw a fit when i left him at my friends house so that she could watch him, but luckily he got over it rather quickly. also as i figured i spent a lot of money, over one hundred dollars on the night, with sitter and everything else. but it was a nice night, we didnt argue or anything. we went to dinner and then we went to a bar and had some drinks and shot a few games of pool. it was a nice night. but then of course the rest of the weekend had to be crappy to make up for the nice time that we had. it wasnt that the weekend was bad because of anything that i could do, it was bad because of his attitude and the way that he was all weekend. he bit my head of all weekend, snapped at me and yelled at me for everything. his only excuse was that he was in a bad mood. i did manage to get my nails filled this sat night, and he of course whined about that too. then this afternoon he had an interview with a place, and he had said that he wanted me to take him, and then i asked him if he really wanted me to take him and then he said not to worry about it that he would go himself, so then on the way home he fell off his bike, and got hurt and thought that he had broken his hand. and he actually blamed me saying that if i had taken him like he had asked me too that he wouldnt have gotten hurt. that was the way that it was all weekend, he was whining and complaining about everything. i couldnt do anything right. i had also told him that i wanted my parents to come over this coming sunday for easter, and he had said okay. and now he swears that he didnt say anything and that he is going to make sure that he isnt home because he doesnt want to see them. i really dont know what is his problem lately, he is so miserable. he hasnt gotten the second job yet, the one that he just interviewed for today, told him that they didnt need him for the hours that he was asking for, he still has another one that he is waiting on, he doesnt know if he has gotten it yet. i really hope that he does get one, he seems like he is getting worse and not better with the way that he is with me. he is also whining even more about how boring the job that he has right now is, so lord knows how long that is going to last.

as for my job, it is okay i guess. i may have a problem with it. on friday, i stopped doing the training that i was doing and actually just started taking the calls like is part of my job. which was good, in my opinion i think that i did well, i handled everything and asked for help as needed with things that i didnt know how to do. the problem could have came when it was 5pm, and it was time for me to go home. i had been told before that if there was still things to do i had to do them, and there was a lot of things to do. so many that if i had to do them i probably would have been there quite a while longer, but my direct supervisor just told me that i could go, so i left. but that is not something that he is supposed to do. and i dont know if he is able to/or is going to keep doing it. the problem is that the work load is so big, and there is just me and my supervisor doing it. so there may be a problem. i dont know. i just hope that they hire more help soon, and that should resolve this problem.

about the whole HIM situation again, i just find it odd that he would call me at a time that late when i am sure that he would know that i would be sleeping and then he would hang up without even leaving a message. the theory that i have, which i am sure is correct, is that he was drunk again and it was just the usual drunk call. and had i been awake or answered, it would have been the same thing as usual. it is just upsetting because it has been 3 weeks since the last call and hang up that he did. so just when i start to get him out of my head, or at least make a tiny drop of success with doing it, something happens to get him completely and totally on my brain again. it is driving me nuts. i am really considering just calling him, and asking him why the hell he keeps calling me and then hanging up. the one thing that is stopping me is knowing the answer to that question, it is because he is drunk and is having those feelings that he has when he is drunk. i dont know, part of me wants to call him so bad.