Some Thoughts

i am getting so frustrated with kayla's teacher and her school situation and the fact that she isnt doing what she has to do in school. and then also the fact that the teacher just doesnt seem to care at all. i wrote the note in kaylas planner advising the teacher that i cant do 7:30am on any morning due to having the two kids that are school age presently that need to be ready and get to school every morning, and asked if she could give me another time that she is available so that we can settle on a time that is convenient for both of us. uh-huh, subtle huh? meaning it cant just be convenient for her. so we will see what she has to say about that. i also wrote her in that same note, about the fact that she had written on the planner that there was no signature and no homework from yesterday, well first of all duh how do you expect me to sign it if i dont have it because it was left at school, and the second thing was about the homework, kayla had claimed that she didnt have any, and yet in her planner it said that she had to write her spelling words 5X each. so i asked kayla about that, and she claimed that she didnt know what the spelling words were, and that she had never been given them. so i wrote all of that to the teacher too, so lets see what the response is to that. i really dont know what to do about kayla either though, because it just seems like she doesnt care or want to care about doing good in school, and she doesnt want to do what she has to do either. i tried punishing her all weekend last weekend, by just making her stay in the house and do schoolwork to get herself caught back up, she had no fun at all, just sat at the table all day and did work, or read books which is also part of her schoolwork. but i dont know, i guess that didnt do anything to her, because then yesterday she didnt bring her planner home, and then there was also the no homework incident too. i really dont know. i dont even care about having a meeting with the teacher because i know that isnt going to do me a bit of good, because i have already had a meeting with her once, and you could tell also from what she has written home before, she just doesnt give a you know what. i will tell you one thing though, like i had said before, if she doesnt have any other options for times to meet that are good for both of us, then i am going to have to call the asst principal back and discuss this with her. because it is just fine if she wants me to meet with the teacher, and see if it can be resolved with her, but if she isnt being flexible about when we can meet, then what am i supposed to do? sigh i am getting so seriously frustrated with this whole school, teacher, kayla, asst principal situation, it isnt even funny.

my boyfriend did it to me again this morning, the same thing that he had done on sunday morning, except for one even more frustrating difference. he was just working towards what he wanted, so he came very well in like three minutes probably, and then of course the heck with me. so that was very frustrating.