A Quick Rant

okay so it is 1:30am in the morning and i am still awake? why am i still awake? because my boyfriend did something that he has never really done before. he came home, and was sexually agressive with me. (that is not what i am ranting about, that isnt the issue, i wish that he would do it more). he woke me up from my sleep after he came home from work, and basically teased me for like a minute or two, and then he removed one of my pieces of clothing (trying to keep this PG-rated here), and then he started to have sex with me. well, he was on top of me, braced off of me on his arms of course, and after a couple of minutes (not long) he said that his nose was running and that he had to wipe it or it would drip. so he got up off me, and went into the bathroom to blow his nose. so while he was up, i went to pee in the bathroom. i came back out and he is sprawled in the bed, looking like he is half asleep. so i tried to get him to "wake" back up, by using at least one tried and true method, mmm-hmmm, and that didnt work, he was still mostly out of it. so i gave up, and got up to get something to eat because now i was hungry. and about 2 minutes after i got up out of the bed, he was snoring. which i figured that he would be. so he does something different which was awesome, because he doesnt usually take charge like that, or do things like that, and then he has to go and mess it up. men right? just like a man for you. and i know that he didnt come, so he must have been really tired. but if he was that tired why start something in the first place? sigh. i wouldnt if i was that tired. i am trying not to be to hard on him and i am not really mad at him, because i understand that he does work hard, and he works 50 hours a week, and sometimes his schedule has him working 6 or 7 days in a row before having a day off. so i am fairly understanding. because i know that can be tiring. and he isnt a young man anymore either. hehehe. he is 10 years older then me. anyway, just wanted to rant about that for a minute.