Sex? Try Nonexistent.

okay so lately i have been getting really sexually frustrated, which you would think really shouldnt happen if you are living with someone of the opposite sex, especially a man. men are supposed to be really horny right? wrong. not this one. he doesnt seem to care about having sex. i tried to talk to him about it and he doesnt even act like he wants to talk about it. is it me? am i really unattractive to him or something? he was standing by the excuse yesterday that he was just so tired from work, and that the same thing that happened to him the other night that he fell asleep on me would happen again because he was soooo tired. that was tuesday night, he hasnt even made any attempts towards it since, not one attempt. i dont get it. i even made a smart ass comment to him about trading him for a younger model, one that could actually keep up with me being that he cant, and he just said that look what happened with the younger model that i had. and my reply was yeah, but i never had any issues getting sex or having sex with him. (i wasnt referring to frankie's dad, i was referring to matt) he didnt make any further comments, but he also didnt make any moves towards me or seem remotely interested in it either. what is with me? this is the second guy that i have had in a row (frankie's dad being the first) that just seems like they dont care whether they have sex or not. and it isnt even like i want to have sex every day, or two or three times a day, i would settle for at least twice a week. come on. is that too much to ask. and if we arent having much sex now, what is going to happen in upcoming years, if we even make that long that is. because the longer that you are together, the less sex usually that you have. so is that what is in store in my future? less sex then this, it wont exist at all.

then somehow we got on the subject of marriage, which i tried to avoid the subject. i told him what i had told his mother a little while ago, in response to her saying to me oh well, once mike explained that it wasnt that you didnt want to get married now, it was that you couldnt because of not being divorced yet, and i said to her that to be honest even if i was divorced right now, i wouldnt have married him anyway because i was not ready for it at that time. so then he wanted to know if i was ready now, and i dont remember what i said or did, but i somehow changed the subject and didnt bring it up again. my thinking though is if i am already having issues with him (like the one above) then what would the future hold for us?