More Crap

well more and more things to think about for me now. i found out yesterday that my company was bought out by another huge company that does basically the same similiar thing, but they are of course a big company, and compared to them we are a little fish. the buy out was effective immediately and within the next few months i guess that we will be seeing some changes is the way that it was made to sound. they were also making it sound like they didnt know anything about it, but yeah okay, i dont know if i believe that one. so know everyone is flipping out about it, because the company was bought out a few years ago, and that time they let go of almost everyone that was with the company. the good thing, if it happened this time too, is that they said that everyone got severance packages, so i guess at least that would hopefully be something to get you back on your feet. and hopefully it would be enough money and time. my company is also being pains in the butts right now, i asked to leave two hours early for my daughters appt at the dentist to have her last cavity filled and they wouldnt approve it right now because they said that i dont have enough time off for it, and that they would have to wait and see if i had enough before they were able to approve it. but yet my medical they will approve, but i suppose that is because it is something different. i think that it is ridiculous though because i dont care if i dont get paid for it thats fine, i just need to take her. so why cant they just approve me and then if i dont get paid for it oh well. and then of course there is that more then one person cant go to the bathroom at the same time, we have to wait til the other one goes and comes back to go. and then there is the latest thing that we arent allowed to eat at our desks anymore, and also that we are not allowed to fix food or anything during our working hours too. it is getting more and more harsh, i cant believe the amount of rules that are going on now. on another subject, my "husband" started another job tonight, his second job which he will be working at night, so hopefully this lasts. he is supposed to be working there three nights a week, as of now, unless him or they want him to work more and he can. he is supposedly getting my necklace out next monday, because that is when he is getting paid, which he better do, or i will be incredibly upset with him. and he also sent me a text today on my phone while i was at work saying that he started his goal today, that he was keeping to his word. so lets really hope that he does, and that this time is different then the others. i havent heard from the last jerk, i still cant get over that after all that he said and the way that he acted that he still expected me to be friends with him, and then he got mad at me and said that he was ripping me out of his life then. i cant get over his nerve. what a child. he really needs to grow up, i think all those years of living with his parents since he was born have done him no good whatsoever. except of course to make him spoiled. i havent heard from the other one either, the one that cancelled on me at like the last minute, and then i havent heard from him since. he had messaged me that night while i was signing off, so i didnt answer him and instead i texted him the next day, and he didnt answer so whatever. i am not going to be the one to contact him that is for sure. if he wants to contact me he can make the first move now, i forgot how undependable and frustrating that he is. on a flattering more happier side, i went to my friends house on sunday night, we had our hair dyeing party, had dinner, etc. and it was fun, we both had a good time, the even more interesting thing was that her 17 year old stepson who i have never met before, made a comment about how nice my hair was and how he liked girls with long hair, and i could tell he was really liking me. she said that when i left he said that i was really nice looking. so apparently he thought that i was hot. hehehe. i mean he is young, jail bait even, and i wouldnt even consider it unless he was 18. and even still he is too young for me, and he is my really good friends stepson which would just be really weird, so i would never even consider it, but at least it is nice to know that i can even get younger guys attention and they can think that i am hot. i guess that sort of is something to be happy about. maybe i still have it who knows.