It Figures

well, just a few updates not too much today, cause i am getting tired and dont feel much like typing. but i just wanted to say a few things on here. one is that officially as of last night, me and the guy that i was seeing for about two and a half months broke up. he was the one who choose to break us up, and he was a pretty big ass about it. he said some very evil things, for example. he said that he would never move in with me or have a child with me, because i already have two of them. he also said that he would never be able to tell his dad that i have kids, because then he would say that i have no future and that i am going nowhere especially being that i have no college education. those are just examples of a few of the things that he said. dont worry i gave it right back to him too, about how he isnt grown up and is a baby. and lives with his parents. you get the idea. but after all of that the most amazing thing to me of all was that he still was saying that he wanted to stay friends. i basically said to him that he had to be insane with saying that from the way that he was treating me, and that i wouldnt do that. so he got mad at me and said something like he was ripping me out of his life, and then he got offline again, and that is the last that i have heard from him.

i had been talking to the guy before this one, the one that had dumped me twice, and we were saying that we were going to go out or something tonight. and everything was okay with that, until about 7pm tonight when i had to text him to get him to answer me to say that he was sorry we were going to be going out tonight, and that he was going to have to make it up to me. yeah okay, what else is new. i am not going to contact him now after this, because this is so familiar this is what he always used to do. lets see what he does now, i am going to leave it up to him. cause i am not too happy with him right now at all that is for sure.

then, there is of course, my husband (by law only). he did something that so upset and made me mad that it isnt even funny. he took a piece of my jewelry, a necklace that i really love, and being that i dont have much jewelry that makes it worse, it is the only necklace that i have right now. i had another one but i cant find that one either, and even though he insists that he didnt do anything to it, i bet that he did. anyway. he pawned it. and it wasnt until i went looking for it last night that he admitted that he had pawned it, and that he was going to get it back this coming week, and that he hoped that he would have it back before i even noticed. what an ass. and then he claimed that the only reason that he had pawned it was because he needed money for cigarettes. liar, i am sure that he got something else for it instead. so now i am worried about all the other stuff that i have in the house that he could get into, because this is just like it was last time. and it just got worse last time and not better.

i am should be having some of a nice weekend this weekend, which is good because i think that i need it. i am supposed to be going out with one of my friends (a girl) tomorrow night, for like dinner and to hang out. and then on sunday night i am supposed to be going to her house to hang out and have dye each others hair. so that should be nice, i am so upset with everything going on right now, and that has went on, that i just need to relax i guess maybe that will make me feel better. i really hope so.