More Wonderful Things To Make Me Even More Stressed

well more great news to make me want to flip out and get upset even more. my husband claims that he had to quit his job because someone at work was threatening him, so he HAD to quit. so i of course quite calmly told him that he didnt have to quit that was his choice. oh no, he had to or he claims that he would have went to jail for beating this guy up because if he stayed there he would have had to beat him up. so he quit because of that reason. not that i shouldnt have seen it coming, because he had been whining about his job for the past several weeks, and how much he didnt like, blah, blah, blah. but the smart thing of course is to always get something else first before you leave the job that is paying all the bills for your family. but why should he do anything that makes any sense? i dont know, he never seems to. i am just so upset about this i really dont know what to do. as if i wasnt flipping out and upset enough as it was before, now i am really upset, i am just not handling any of this very well at all. if i was really bad before, i dont know what i am now. i am to the point of teetering on insanity i guess. i just dont know what to do. i was asking him what he plans on doing about the bills and how he was going to pay them and he quite he calmly answered me back that i was just going to have to help him out. so i just as calmly told him that i didnt have the money and that wasnt going to be able to happen. and that he was going to have to come up with some other options, so now lets see what he says. because even though he still has the other job that he just got, that is only for a few days a week and not that much money per hour or that many hours. so even though that will help out, that by itself isnt going to make it. he pissed me off today even more because yesterday he had lost the job around 1pm, he goes home and sleeps until he has to pick up my son at school at like 6pm. and then today he said that he filled out a few applications (translation, probably two the most) and then he again went home and took a nap. isnt that wonderful? he is doing more sleeping it seems then looking for a job. and i wonder why i am suddenly discovering more and more gray hairs in my head. and HE of course hasnt called me for a while now. whatever, after what i saw in that profile that HE had put there, i really just dont want to talk to HIM. part of me does, because i do still care for him and probably love him, but i am just so upset right now. and i am sure that the reason that i am not hearing from him right now is because things are going okay for him, because he only calls when things arent okay, or when he is sick and no one is there for him. so now that he doesnt need me anymore, he isnt calling me. if i did talk to him right now, i am so upset with him that i would tell all about his long term relationship and that he can just call the person that he is in that relationship with, because it isnt me. i took my son to get his haircut today, he looks so cute. i will put up a picture of him on here with his new haircut. he looks adorable. my daughter, who is having her birthday party this weekend and whos birthday is on the 25th is going to be having her haircut on friday most likely. so once hers is cut i will put her picture on here too. i am just hoping that everything starts to go okay with me, because i am under so much stress right now and flipping out about everything that i dont know how much more that i can stand.