Friday, June 23, 2006
Here We Go Again With The Same S**t
okay so here we go again. my wonderful husband (yes that was very sarcastic) just told me that they are cutting back his time at work, and not making him work one day a week. and that is of course going to make him very short with the bills, and he will be left with like no money. so now he is going crazy and so pissed off with everything that he is going to start looking for another job. i dont know if he does these things to himself or what. i really couldnt tell you. what i do now is that i feel really crappy, the same things that both of the kids had, i have even worse then before. before i was fighting it, now it seems like my body just doesnt want to do it anymore, so i had to ask my supervisor if i could leave early at 3pm (i barely dragged myself there this morning) and she said that was okay, and because i was still working the majority of the day it wouldnt count off me, thank god. so i went to the doctor, finally, i really should have gone earlier, but i was putting it off. so anway she diagnosed me with the same thing as the kids, a bacterial infection, and gave me antibiotics, which hopefully work soon. because i am so tired with being sick. i havent been to the gym in like 2-3 weeks, because of being away, sick, fathers day and everything else. and now that i am feeling this bad, i can definetly tell you that i am not going to be going again for a little while until i start to feel better. the good news is that i havent gained any weight back, and i think that i have even lost a tiny bit more. so that is good. i am up to 10 pounds so far. i am happy that i did that overtime this week, because that 5 hours overtime that i did, i took 2 hours of it by leaving early today, so at least i am not shorting myself any hours. and will still have some extra. that is good. i am just so frustrated with my husband that isnt even funny, i just dont see how he cant hold onto jobs, or be happy with them without having anything happen with them like cutting back his hours or anything like that. it seems like it always something with him. before this job i had the job before it for almost 2 years (it was one year and 11 months) then this one i got at about the same time as him which has been almost 3 months. i just dont know. i just feel like here we go again, because it seems like with him and jobs it is always something. and it seems like it is just him, my daughters father has had the same job for like two and a half years and HE (you know who) had the same job for over two years (the only thing that he did was switch locations of the company when he moved, but he still kept the same job and company). so is it just him? everyone else i know doesnt have this problem. aaaarrrrgghhhh. i am just so frustrated right now.
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