Freaking Bastard Got Me Sick

i really thought that this was going to happen, and now it seems that it has and i am very upset about it. my kids have been sick all week, and last week, and i have been taking airbourne and zicam to stop myself from getting it. and now i have an incredibly sore throat, and am so tired that it isnt even funny. i am so tired that i am not even sitting up straight to type on the computer i am leaning back on the chair. i am i'ming the guy right now and talking to him about last night, and how i felt. he said that is not how he usually is, and it was because he was sick he didnt want to cough all over me, and that he was so tired and not feeling well that was why he couldnt keep going. so anyway, were talking now for a few more minutes, and then i am going to go to sleep. even though this is relatively early for me, i feel like crap right now. so he did apologize for that and whatever, i dont know though, i still feel a little off about the situation though, but what he is saying is true, it isnt like him to do something like that, and he even said it that he loves laying with me. in the conversation he said that next weekend he would have to see what type of schedule that he got from the new job that he is starting tomorrow, and that he should have his schedule tomorrow, and that he hadnt ruled out during the week, but that he had to wait and see what his schedule would be like. then he said that he had to go, and that he would look for me tomorrow night after his thing that he does. so i guess that we will just wait and see, for some reason i still just feel a little off about this whole thing, even though with what he said i shouldnt be. i better end this so i can try to get some sleep now.