Did The Energizer Bunny's Batteries Really Die?

or was that the excuse that i was given. okay here is the story from last night. we had planned for me to leave at about 8pm, which i did and that we were going to meet at near his parents house, which we did. so that all went well. everything went on schedule, we were both happy to see each other. so that was fine. i didnt even bring up him cancelling on me on wednesday night. so first we went out to dinner, had a really nice time, good conversation, good food, you get the idea, i would say that went really well. then we went to a very nice pool hall, and shot two games of pool, which also went well, there was lots of teasing, touching, you get the idea. towards the end basically we were torturing each other. so when we were leaving i said should i use the bathroom here, because we werent sure what we were going to do after that, and he said no, so then we said that we were going near his parents house. so i said that i better go to the bathroom then, so he took me to a gas station and i went to the bathroom, and then we went to a spot near his parents house. now through this whole night, probably once at the restaurant and maybe two times the most at the pool hall, he mentioned that it must be the change of the weather because his sinus were bothering him. so i just left it at that. so then when we went near his parents house, and got umm cozy, within not even 3 or 4 minutes he was done. i of course wasnt anywhere near done, and he said that he must be getting sick because he was sweating and extremely tired. and he didnt feel well, and that was probably why his sinus were acting up. he knew of course that i hadnt gotten mine, no apology or nothing for that, just that he didnt think that the batteries would be recharging. not even maybe 5 minutes after he said that, he was hinting at me that he should really get inside, take his medicine, blah blah, so i gracefully took the hint that he was saying for me to leave and i did. and that was basically that, he said that he should be online tonight. and also at some point that night, i dont remember what point, i he mentioned that he should have this schedule for this week on either monday or tuesday. which is fine. i am perturbed about this night, first of all i am just hoping that i dont get sick now, because everyone in my house has been sick instead of me, and me and him were definetly kissing an awful lot for me to be getting all his germs. i just cant miss any more work, financially or the fact that we are only able to miss so much. that and i really dont like being sick. (not that anyone does, but still.) so i have been trying to take airborne and zicam and all that stuff so i dont get sick. and hope that works. that isnt really what is perturbing me though. for some reason i just feel like a cheap girl or a hooker or something to that effect. my back hurts because of an uncomfortable surface that i was on, and i just feel used i guess. i really cant describe it any other way, i dont know if it was intentional or not, but i was treated well, taken out to dinner, and entertainment afterward, and then after that he got his and was just completely done, and didnt seem to want to know jack about me. the other reason maybe that i am feeling this way is that last week when we went out he got his too, the only difference is that last time at least it wasnt just that and thats it, we spent time together afterward. this time it was literally that he was done, and that was that, he was hinting for me to leave. so i just feel really used right now. he had said that he should be home tonight, so most likely that meant that he was planning on im'ing me tonight. so we will see if he does. i just feel really weird and upset about the whole experience that happened last night.