So I Got Frustrated With Him

okay i went to church today with my daughter, who was whining the whole time that she was cold. but other then that she was okay. i hadnt gone to church in a long time, at least a church of my religon too, because the last time that i went to church was of my boyfriends faith, and it wasnt an enjoyable experience at all. so anyway, i had already sort of discussed with my boyfriend the baby being baptised, and i had said something about it being okay with me if the baby was baptised into his religon and not mine, because i didnt really think that hard about it, and i was just thinking as long as the baby gets baptised, but i didnt think about a lot of facts about that decision. so i am thinking that i am going to have to discuss this with my boyfriend as soon as possible, maybe tonight. i am sure that he is going to be upset about this, but the thing about him and getting upset is that it gets me even more annoyed with him usually because instead of arguing with me or fighting with me or anything like that, instead he starts to cry. but i just dont know what else to do, i was baptised catholic and so were the two kids before this one. so what else can i do? i really want the baby baptised catholic. so that is what is going to upset him when i discuss it with him i am sure.

but as for what he frustrated me about today, i talked to him to ask him which account to take money out of for groceries, and he basically said that he didnt know because there was no money for groceries. so i was asking him what happened to the money that he was just telling me that we would have this month for groceries, and he said that was if we sold the old furniture that his parents are storing for us, so i was upset that he was counting money that we didnt have, and then i got even more upset because we had like 65 dollars in the account that we could have used for groceries this week, but instead he had used it at sams club to buy bulk things, which wouldnt have gotten me that upset, but instead of using the money to buy food, he bought things like garbage bags, toilet paper, and paper towels, which wouldnt really be a bad thing, but i would have bought little packages as it was needed, and save that money for groceries. in the end he said that i could take up to a certain amount out of the other account, and that we should be okay if that was done, but i was already frustrated at that point. i did apologize to him afterward because i was more abrupt and annoyed with him then i probably should have been, but i couldnt help it. so i did apologize but i just felt that he didnt make a good decision when he spent that money at sams club. and then two nights ago he came home from work with a case (12) m&m's tins, not even to give out as gifts or anything, but just to fill up in this machine that he has, which is so unnecessary it isnt even funny. and they were 1.99 each, so times 12 is like 24 dollars. that is probably what is irritating me, is that i am questioning what he is spending his money on, and you know what is funny, is i just caught myself saying his money, and even though he is the only one working, shouldnt it be technically our money? i thought so, oh well, i dont know. i am going to go so i can start cooking dinner now.