Hormonal and pregnant

well, as we have already established i am pregnant. and with being pregnant comes hormones, and if i remember correctly major hormonal changes. well that seems to be true today because wow have i had some mood swings. i couldnt fit my waist into some of my clothes, okay almost all of my clothes today, so that got me unhappy. then my daughter was annoying me today so that made me annoyed with her for a lot of the day, because she just wasnt lisitening and had such an attitude. and then one my friends called me and we talked and were laughing and that was good. then i cooked dinner for about 45 mintes, my boyfriend came home from work at 7:30pm (i hadnt seen him since about 8:30am this morning) and we ate the dinner that i had made, he didnt even get to finish his food when his mom called and said that she had to bring his dad to the hospital becuase he was having chest pains, and could he drive them to the hospital. so he of course said yes, and they came and picked him up to take them there, because they go to a special hospital that is like a 1/2 hour from here. so he was home for maybe a half hour and then left, and i know that he wont be back for a long time. so i started to cry after he left, i just felt so alone, it seemed like he was never around, and that i was pregnant without him being there for me. not that i would love this baby any differently even if i was completely alone, but still i felt so without him. he is fine with the financial aspects of things and figuring them out, but when it comes to the emotional support, forget it, it is like pulling teeth to get a emotional reaction out of him, unless it gets to be too much for him, and then he starts to cry and wont tell you why still. so that was my range of emotions today. oh, and last night i agreed to marry him when he came home from work. i had thought about it more and more last night after i wrote this, and i asked him if it meant a lot to him if we got married before the baby was born, and he said that it did, but that he hadnt pushed the subject because he didnt want any conflict between us. so anyway, with all the thinking that i had been doing, about having limited to access to things that are his, and about the fact that even before i had found out that i was pregnant we had been talking about getting married at some point in the future, so why not do it sooner rather then later? so i told him that i would marry him, at some point between the time that my divorce is final and the baby is due, and he was happy, or seemed happy with that, it is so hard to tell with him because he doesnt really show his emotions. i am going to end this now though, cause i am getting tired, and i have to wake up early for work tomorrow.