so there is the picture of my new tattoo, not sure if i mentioned where it is before, but it is my right side, upper part of my back area. i like it a lot, it came out really good.
so okay, so far i am supposed to be having lunch with the guy tomorrow, so lets see what happens with that, if he cancels on me giving another reason, who knows. i am trying to give him a chance with an open mind and try not to think about what he did and how dumb he was on friday night, but it is hard cause it keeps just running through my head. so anyway, as it stands now, i am supposed to be seeing him tomorrow for lunch. i also found out that the check that i put in the bank today, expecting it to go to my account either tomorrow or saturday wont be posting on there until monday morning. which could cause issues for me because i have a dentists appt sat during the day, was supposed to be going grocery shopping (but might have to forget that idea, probably have to go during the beginning of next week) and also was supposed to be going out at night with the girls, and possibly meeting him too, but i hadnt decided on if i want to expose more of my friends to him yet, cause what if he acts dumb again, and embarrases the hell out of me and my friends. but anyway, about my bank account issue, i asked my ex if i could borrow a little bit from him and give it back to him on monday, since i dont know if i will have enough money, but as i had figured he said no, cause he is having his car towed to the mechanic tomorrow, and he doesnt know what is wrong with it. he is actually borrowing my car tomorrow, so that he can get to work while his car is at the mechanics. yeah, yeah, i know, i am being nice, scary huh. he does a lot for me though, so i figured that it is only fair. my job has been going okay i suppose, they are a lot more stricter and have a lot more rules then the other part i worked for. i made a mistake a few weeks ago, before i was even with this part of the company, and they had to talk to me about it, and tell me to bring the stuff like that to the supervisor to look over from now on before it is sent. so they want to monitor my work even more now. they are very particular it seems about everything, and i am not used to that at all. the other thing that i am not used to is that it is so slow there at times, i am sitting down doing nothing sometimes for 20-30 minutes at a time just looking at my phone just waiting for it to ring. bored because there is no other work to be done right then. not that i am really complaining because it is nice at times, but all day it being like that can get to be a little much, i almost fell asleep a few times today, especially after i ate lunch. here are a few of the things that i was so busy working on today: (haha)
nice right? yeah okay. anyway. i chatted with HIM, who i havent talked to in a while, online the other night. i think it was tuesday night. and we i'med for a little while, he is happy it seems now, has a girlfriend who he has been with for five months, and says that he is really happy with her. which is good for him. i am not jealous or anything like that, the only thing that i wish is that i could be as happy in my life as he seemed. the other one that he was with is over, probably because he cheated on her with this one, who knows. i didnt want to and didnt ask. he was asking about my new guy, cause it says on my space and everything that i am with someone, and he is great, blah blah. so i just said that he was okay, not that great, did something dumb, and that we werent really really serious, and he asked why and i said because i didnt want us to be, that was about it for that. he also mentioned that he had just gotten a promotion at work, some type of inventory manager or something like that, so i was thinking wow i bet that he is making good money now, he is only making 10.00 an hour he said, and i make 15.50 an hour, but there you go, one of the reasons that i was getting upset with him in the end of us, was because he had no ambition and seemed to be going nowhere. so look at that, in over a year and a half he is making maybe 1.50 more an hour then he was, and i am making about 4.00 an hour more then i was at that time. uh-huh. my point is made. he wasnt feeling well he said, after we had talked for a little while and said that he was going to bed. and that was the end of the conversation.
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