What A Piece Of Crap

(copied from my space blog)

most people who know me, know that frankie’s dad is such a worthless piece of garbage that it isnt even funny. but i think that he has sank to a new low. he decided to move to new jersey. he left on the 2nd (wednesday). so he calls frankie before he gets on the plane, and tells frankie that he would call him that night before he goes to sleep. so what happens? of course he doesnt call when frankie is awake to talk to him. frankies bedtime is at 8pm, and his dad didnt call until 9:45pm. and then i had to try to explain to frankie why i couldnt call his dad, which is because i dont have his address or phone number, because he didnt give them to me. so of course he was devasted, and fell asleep crying and sobbing into his pillow. and i couldnt make it better for him. i felt so bad for him, that his dad let him down like that. he did call last night to talk to frankie before he went to bed and wish him good night, but then he got into an argument with me because he didnt have the money that he had promised me for a bill that was due that he had incurred in my name. not a big surprise for me, he is such a piece of garbage. (i am saying this so i dont use any of the other names i would like to call him)



i think that it is so interesting that a man who can be so worthless for everything else, can help produce such a beautiful baby/child. i also think it is interesting that you can love your baby/child so much, and not be able to stand the father. i also think that it is interesting that he has always seemed to be willing to be a part of his life for the fun things like spending time with him and doing things with him, but never to be financially responsible for him.

i am just so thankful right now that frankie has right now two father figures that are willing to step up to the plate, and act as his role models, and then of course he has my father too, who has always been there for him. so i am thankful.